Hairy Chests and Susan Sarandon: Just Another Day at The Hair Salon

Hairy Chests and Susan Sarandon: Just Another Day at The Hair Salon


I got a haircut the other day at a real chi-chi salon that was recommended to me by a great chi- chi lady. I don’t know exactly why, but finding a place to get my hair done remains to be the bane of my existence. One of.

I had to find a new hair salon, as driving down to New Jersey (where I used to live) to see doctors, get my teeth cleaned, and cut my hair, was no longer an option.

This is the thing about a personal break up, that also involves a geographical break up. It’s not only about finding a new place to live, and moving all of your belongings, but, as in my case, there was also a professional, personal, and medical network shake-up. My beauty parlor, as my grandmothers used to call them, was the last hold out.

My new hairstylist was 35 minutes late due to the rain. Okay, lady, I thought, you best be better than good for making me sit on my ass far longer than necessary.

When she arrived, we talked about what needed to be done, (a lot) and she got down to business. The clientele in this establishment ran the gamut from fashion model to Palm Beach octogenarian. Oh, yeah, and Susan Sarandon.

I recognized her voice before I even saw her. And yes, she’s a beautiful woman. She brought her tiny dog with her, that laid on her lap while she got her hair washed. I have never understood the allure of carrying your pet around in your purse.

Moments later, she was gone. She must have been whisked away to the celebrity room. I’m guessing. I don’t know if such a room exists.

It reminded me of when I was studying at the Kabbalah Center in Los Angeles and Madonna (Esther) would attend Friday night services. She sat on the side of the stage behind a curtain. What? Kabbalah is about removing the veils (or curtains) of uncertainly and doubt and letting the light in. What the hell was Madge doing?

When my color was done, I was escorted to the person who was going to cut my hair. We chatted briefly and he got down to business.

He asked me to stand and face away from him, so he could cut the length in the back, as he was quite tall, and it was easier this way. When he was done, he asked me to turn around and face him. I’m 5’3, he was at least six feet. This meant that I was staring at his hairy chest, courtesy of his unbuttoned, button down shirt.

My eyes darted left and right. I didn’t know where to look and I felt self conscious. And then— he took a piece of hair from either side of my head in his hands and brought the pieces together in front, just below my chin, measuring the evenness.

He did this several times; each time brushing against my bosom. I wasn’t sure if it was intentional or professional, either way I didn’t say a word.

My hairdresser’s assistant walked over just in the nick of time; what else was going to brush against my bosom? She was telling the woman seated next to me that she was moving back home. I asked the assistant where home was. Yes, I was eavesdropping.

The assistant said that she was going back to Sri Lanka. “Oh,” I said, “that’s nice.” And then I remembered another one of my adorable tales.

I asked Hair Shirt if he’d like to hear my Sri Lanka story. I told him it was short. He said sure. I began to speak, and noticed that I had the ears of the woman next to me, and the assistant.

“I was on a date once with this guy and I asked him where he was from. He said, Sri Lanka, to which I replied, cool, my best friend is from India. He stared at me. I continued. “Yeah, her family’s from Madras.”

Everyone laughed at my geographically challenged remark. I brought the story to a close with a succinct,“I don’t know why he never called me again.”

Get Out of My Personal Space or You May Get Hurt

personal space


I’m at the movies the other day, standing in line, minding my own business, waiting for the only theater employee working the register to call next, when this woman, all 5 feet of her, who was in line behind me, slowly inches her way beside me.

She was getting dangerously close to my personal space. Was she trying to get in front of me or was she being innocently overzealous? It was as if she saw the line moving but I didn’t, so it was now her job to hurry me along.

The line wasn’t moving, therefore, I wasn’t moving. But as she inched closer, I felt compelled to move, even just a little, because she was getting all up in my grill and it was uncomfortable.

Shorty was now officially in my personal space. Personal space is sacred, not only to me, and I’m going to go out on a limb here and say, for the entire island of Manhattan. Maybe because we’re packed in like friggin’ sardines.

I was getting agitated. I hadn’t seen a movie in a while and I was excited to pay my fifteen dollar ticket, and buy a small bag of popcorn and a small, yet ginormous Diet Coke, for twelve dollars. It was the perfect inclement weather activity. Now take a giant step back Shorty.

I had to do something. She was suffocating me like my high school boyfriend. It was a conscious move and I went for it. I stopped and planted my feet solidly on the ground, like I was a statue. She was going to have to barrel into me if she wanted to continue on her personal space infringement crusade.

Shorty again inched forward and oblivious to my inaction, she stubbed her exposed toe, in her open toe sandal, on my firm sneaker. Side note: It’s after Labor Day, put the Birkenstock’s away.

I apologized, as she groaned and grimaced, even though, technically, I didn’t do anything wrong. She gave me a look like I had slowly and methodically pulled out each one of her toe nails and then stabbed her in her heel just for fun.

Here’s a little piece of free advice. The next time you’re in line at the grocery store, movie theater or any place that has more than three people around you, and you don’t want someone breathing down your neck, do what they do in crowded exercise classes.

Hold your arms out to your sides and lift them up to shoulder height. If you don’t smack anyone in the face, this is your safe place, and it should keep the Shorty’s of the world away.

Sometimes you have to take a stand and take your space.

The US Open Unintentionally Became My Stage

I love the US Open. Always have. Always will. It makes me happy. It reminds me of my short-lived tennis career. And by short-lived I mean winning one tournament when I was thirteen, (that my dad still talks about).

US Open is my stage

My friend and I walked around the US Open grounds, watching other matches like the wheelchair matches- what? I’d never seen these before. The women were warriors.

After watching for only a few minutes, we both decided that the next time we complained about anything; like the slow moving subway, or the heat, we were going to remember that WE CAN WALK!

We admired their athleticism, agility, and guts. It was inspiring. And more importantly, the stands were in the shade. Sorry, but that mattered.

When we got back to the box (helps to know people in banking) and walked into the room, it was a lot more crowded than we had first arrived. People stood in a semi-circle, the room was silenced and all eyes were on us. I was half expecting to hear, “Surprise!”

It was awkward. I didn’t know what was going on or where to look. It felt as if we were in the wrong room. I had to say something, it was too quiet. “Is this Candid Camera? Am I on TV?” Is Candid Camera even on anymore?

Thank god people laughed.

The Queen Bee, who was in charge of the box, looked at me and said, “Please meet Lindsay Davenport.” I turned to my left and yup, there she was; a 6’2″ drink of water, smiling, and holding a black Sharpie. I had no idea what she was doing there.

The Queen Bee said that Lindsay was signing US Open hats, which we were all given upon arriving, due to the heat. She asked me if I wanted Lindsay to autograph mine. Lindsey was a little more than embarrassed and said, “Oh, no, you don’t have to.”

Oh, really. What kind of douche would I be if I turned down your John Hancock? Please. “No, I definitely want you to sign my hat.” She asked me if I wanted it on the inside or outside. I thought that was a classy move. I said, “Inside, so then it’d be my little secret.” What? She laughed.

The room laughed again and as my friend so eloquently put it once the awkward dissipated, “Well, that turned into the Dani show.” It always does my friend, it always does.

While Lindsay was signing my hat, she asked if we were watching some of the other matches. I told her about the wheelchair matches, as if she would be completely unaware of what goes on at the US Open.

I also might’ve regaled her with my spiritually conscious comment about how watching these matches makes you never want to complain about anything ever again.

I know but imagine how I felt. I was there. You’re only reading about it from a safe distance.

Lindsay’s handler told her that she had another appointment to get to and just like that, she was gone, along with a wee part of my dignity.

Until next year.



Hovering Parents Need To Land



The Today Show did a story last week on helicopter parenting. The story focused on a particular brand of pilots; parents hovering at the college level. I guess it’s an epidemic or why would The Today Show spend a good ten minutes on the subject.

Did you know that certain colleges have offices, with personnel, to assist hovering parents in loosening their reigns? Yeah, they provide guidance on how not to crowd their kids and to leave them the f’ alone.

They’re in college! Do parents see college as an extension of Mommy & Me classes? The fact that colleges feel the need to offer this sort of help is beyond my comprehension.

Over parenting, as helicopter parenting is also called, is about the parent. Some believe that hovering will give their child a leg up in the world, because it’s a competitive world.  It seems that some of these parents are in competition with other parents to see who can hover the lowest without pissing off their child.

Today is a much different world than the one that I grew up in and I wonder if we had cell phones and Skype, if my parent’s would’ve been texting me every hour of the day. They might’ve but I probably would’ve had my phone silenced, especially if I was getting hazed at a sorority or road tripping to Chicago.

The story went on to report that helicopter parenting, although well intentioned (for the most part) can really f’ up a whole generation of kids. Oh, yeah— if parents can’t refrain from solving their kids’ problems, removing obstacles in their path, and protecting them from the boogie man, these kids are going to grow up reliant on their parents, spoiled, and anxious, with little or no coping skills.

How did my friends and I manage without our parents camping out on our campuses? I suppose the same way that we all survived riding bikes without helmets, walking to school alone, and eating bologna.

There are varying degrees of hovering and I can only speak to my experience as the Girlfriend Mom, and how I grew up.

My parents were anything but hovering. Annoying? Frustrating? Sometimes hung over?— Yes. Hovering? No way. My parents let me suffer the consequences of poor choices.

When I was arrested for tagging an underpass in my small town (see adorable tale here) they didn’t let me rot in jail, but they also didn’t seem to care how dry my tongue got after licking three hundred envelopes, or the paper cuts I got from stuffing envelopes while performing five hours of community service. Say what you will, but I never picked up a can of spray paint again.

My parent’s couldn’t wait for me to go to college, so they could have the house to themselves. That’s freedom and a well deserved permanent vacation. I’m not saying that they weren’t sad to see me go but my mom did not ask if she could be my college roommate.

My father did not do me any favors when he helped (read: wrote the majority) with a term paper or writing assignment. It took me years to learn that the first draft of anything is not the final draft. I would’ve learned this a lot sooner had I failed a class, or did poorly on a paper. I don’t think hoverers understand this concept.

I didn’t appreciate it at the time, but I’m glad that my mother taught me how to do my own laundry when I was in high school. And although it didn’t necessarily stick, she also taught me how to cook. Not to brag, but when one of my nephews was eight or nine, he was already making his own pancakes— stove and all.

It’s not fair to render children clueless. I understand not wanting to let go— I’ve seen the pictures of parents in tears when sending little Johnny or Jessica off to Kindergarten. I get it. It pings at your heart to see them grow up.

However, why deny them basic life skills? I made a point of letting the GM daughter know that when she brought her laundry home from college, that she was going to do it herself. I taught her how and it was great for both of us. I wanted her to feel empowered, and independent. And she is.

Isn’t it a parent’s job to prepare their children for the world beyond college? Maybe all of the worry, texts and hovering is because parents don’t feel that their children are prepared. But then you have to ask yourself, why aren’t they prepared?

This is not to say that there were, and are, times, when you want your mommy, or daddy to take care of you. That’s what they’re there for; to reassure you that, no matter what, they will always be there, and that their laps are always open for your head.

For the most part, my parents let me stumble (a lot) while I figured shit out. Maybe they didn’t see the value in hovering, or maybe they were just lazy. Hovering does take up a lot of time.

The truth is, the umbilical cord is never fully severed, and it’s in the letting out just enough slack for a child to spread their wings, experiment, seek, falter, and make questionable decisions, that will always be the parent-child dance.


Christopher Meloni, A Towel, And Me



For many years, two things remained constant in my life; Christopher Meloni (Law&Order-SVU) and dry skin. And I often asked myself how handing Christopher Meloni a towel, 20 years ago, while working at a gym in NYC, where he was a member, lead to a connection that he knows nothing about.

That towel was the beginning of a twenty year, one-sided romance. When I met Christopher Meloni he wasn’t the Christopher that he was on SVU. Back then he was just another hot struggling actor.

He’d come into the gym almost every day and every day he flirted with me. I’m just speaking my truth, which could very easily not be CM’s truth.

ME: Towel?


You could cut the sexual tension with a knife.

There were many coincidences over the years that linked us together. I believe the most significant incident happened while traveling through Europe, in 2005, after I left Los Angeles, and moved to Prague to teach English as a foreign language.

My friends have always stayed vigilant when it came to CM sightings and how they might fit into my life. The Europe sighting was no exception, and I thank Sweet Baby James for the email.

I received his e-mail while decompressing in my hotel room, after a day of touring the always uplifting Krakow, Poland. Sorry Krakow. He informed me that CM was starring in the play, A View From The Bridge, in Dublin. Ireland here I come.

When I arrived in Dublin, I took a bus to the Gate Theater. A jolly lolly woman in the box office said that the show was sold out. I felt sucker punched. I told her that I came from Krakow. As sorry as she was, she could only suggest arriving early for last minute cancellations. Done Jolly Lolly.

I fantasized about meeting Detective Stabler wearing my torn and tattered sneakers, looking like a bag lady, and I was appalled. I found a cheap Irish department store, populated by several drunks, their shattered dreams and synthetic blends.

I bought a pair of inexpensive high-heeled, plastic and rubber, uncomfortable, puke brown boots because I was desperate and on the clock.

I returned to the theater and sat my tired ass on the cold concrete steps. I took out the boots from my sassy backpack, and as I began my footwear switch, out of the corner of my eye I caught a glimpse of the man, the myth, the legend, Christopher Meloni, heading in my direction.

My face flushed and my palms began to sweat. The side boot zipper snagged my ratty athletic sock, and my foot hung limp from the boot. I lowered my head, embarrassed, and pretended to read my David Sedaris book, Dress Your Family In Corduroy and Denim. 

What was I supposed to do, say hello, while pulling up my boots? Maybe I should’ve said, “Towel?”. I felt him glance over at me. However, it didn’t feel like it was a, hey, who’s the hottie in the plastic boots?’.

I desperately wanted him to know that I wasn’t a homeless person who just happened to like Arthur Miller. Christopher had his, ‘an actor prepares’, face on, so I didn’t dare approach. And with that, he disappeared into the theater.

I kicked myself with my plastic boot for being a pussy. I couldn’t let it end like this. I decided to write him a note and invite him out for a drink after the show. I’d explain our mutual connections so as not to scare him.

I ripped a blank sheet of paper out of the back of my book. I mentioned a friend of his, who was a friend of a friend, who had died in 911. This was my feeble, (and questionable) attempt to demonstrate our connection; to let him know that I wasn’t a mental patient who, at the last minute, booked a flight from Krakow to Dublin, to see him perform and share a pint.

I walked into the theater, and I handed my note to Jolly Lolly and asked her to give it to Mr. Meloni. She looked at me, then down at the folded paper. There was a distinct possibility that, as soon as I walked away, she’d read it and pitch it in the trash. I wasn’t naive.

After waiting in line for an hour, I got a ticket. My seat was in the very last row. The blokes sitting next to me said that I should thank their friend Rory because he had to fly to Croatia on business. Thank you, Rory and God Bless You.

While sitting in Rory’s seat, I debated whether I’d wait at the stage door after the show. What if CM got my note, and decided to leave through the back door instead? What if he didn’t get my note, and I saw him outside the stage door? Would I tell him about the note? What if he started running down the street? Would I follow?

It was the summer of taking chances. I waited outside the theater, and I pretended to call someone on my cell phone. That was it. Something snapped me out of my delusions. Something I like to call– sanity!

I abandoned ship and put plastic boots to pavement and limped to the bus stop. I continued looking over my shoulder to see if I could catch a glimpse of Christopher leaving the theater. As I passed hotel after hotel, I felt like that streetwalker on the beat, who appears in almost every SVU episode.

The sanity didn’t last.

What if Christopher was expecting me? That sliver of hope loomed large. I hobbled back to the theater. As I approached, I saw only darkness.

I turned around once again and I left Dublin. I guess CM and I will always have the towel.


Post Stop Cafe

Post Stop Cafe- Westhampton Beach, NY

Post Stop restaurant

I’m not a reviewer of restaurants, films, theater, or books, but sometimes, you just have to speak up. Today is that time.

I was in Long Island over the Labor Day weekend, visiting friends, and on the spur of the moment I decided to drive to Westhampton Beach. I hadn’t been since an old boyfriend and I had gone when I was still in college. I remember cutting the trip short because I either had a UTI, yeast infection or a debilitating hemmoroid. Any one of those would have been possible. I just can’t recall which one.

Now I’m curious. Note to self, call T and ask him why we had to get out of dodge.

I drove along the main road that runs parallel with the beach, admiring the lovely homes and I was struck by an overwhelming feeling of familiarity. I realized that I could’ve been driving in West Palm Beach, Virginia Beach and parts of New Jersey. I suppose at a certain price point, the landscape all looks the same.

I forewent the beach because I was dangerously close to slipping into a hypoglycemic coma and wetting myself, so I drove into town to find a bathroom and food— in that order.

I stopped at the first place I saw, which was an adorable kitchenette. I approached the door, and I saw a sign, Cash Only. Shit. I have been told, on numerous occasions, by ex-lovers, to always carry cash. It’s one of my lazier traits. I got back in the car.

I drove into town and parked the car, again. I really had to use the restroom. However, this did not stop me from spending time entering, and then exiting, two more restaurants, because I wasn’t feeling it. I’ve always found that when you’re eating alone, there are more things to consider, than if you had company.

I went to the ATM (just in case) and went into the Post Stop Cafe. The hostess, a woman in her late 50’s, early 60’s, approached.

Hostess: Hi, can I help you?

Me: Yes, I’d like to sit outside. Where is your restroom?

Hostess: (pointing) Straight back. Is it just one?

Me: Yes.

Hostess: Would you like to sit at the bar? (then pointing to a small table by the bar) Or there?

Me: No, outside.

Hostess: Oh, ok.

I was already pissed, but in all fairness, it could’ve been the full bladder. What about, I’d like to eat outside, didn’t you understand? And because I’m a single woman, you want to put me at the bar or at a table in the corner? I don’t think so. I want to sit outside, where all can see my single, independent wonder— you coos.

When I got outside, the menu and a glass of water was on a table. I assumed it was for me but nobody saw me to it. Thus started a series of annoying and rude events.

A waitress came out and serviced two other tables, and ignored me. I stopped her and told her that I wanted to order. I asked her if this was her station. She said that it wasn’t but that she’d take my order anyway. Hey, thanks for the sacrifice.

It took close to 30 minutes for my food to arrive. In that time, I had a busboy ignore my empty water glass, to which I had to practically tackle him to fill it. Then there was the bee incident.

Apparently the hostess was telling those that wanted to sit outside, that there were bees buzzing around the tables, and that they’d probably be more comfortable inside. She imparted this helpful information to everyone but me.

If her sitting at the bar suggestion was her way of protecting me from the bees, it would have been more efficient if she had mentioned why?!

I looked around and the average age was probably 65. I must’ve wondered into the Cocoon part of town.

My food finally arrived and after scarfing it down, I wanted out. The check came and when I handed over my Visa card, I was informed that they only took American Express. Who only takes American Express? I didn’t want to wait any longer, so thanks to the cash that I had on me (that shit does come in handy) I slapped it down and left.

All in all, the Post Stop Cafe has horrible service, mediocre food and bees. Enter at your own risk.